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Chapter 3

 Kendal woke to the smell of somthing burning downstairs. She quickly ran down to the kitchen still half naked from the night befor. When she got down there she saw Pierre using the fire extinguisher on the stove. When the flames subsided Pierre looked over at her and smiled sheepishly at her. "The other guys went out for the day and said that they would be home later so i thought id make you breakfast."
 "Aww ur sweet but it looks like you cant cook worth a damn so how bout my speciality...cereal?" Said Kendal reaching up into the cupboard grabbing out two bowls. They ate thier cereal in what Pierre thought to be comforatable scilence but to Kendal was tensce and had a wierd feeling in her stomache.
  If she was going to be with him in any way as friends or maybe somthing more she needed to tell him a few things about her past and now was a good a time as any. She cleared her throat nervously"Umm..Pierre we need to talk.." Pierre looked up and smiled at her "Sure baby what is it?"
 Kendal dragged him to the couch and sat him in front of her and she closed her hands over his. Pierre my life hasnt been well...easy.... If u want any type of relationship with me i think i should tell you about myself."
 She again cleared her throat and began to talk:
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~KENDALS STORY~

"Before i moved here i used to live in Glendale Arizona, everything was good with me had a mom and a dad and 2 brothers. Well when i was 13 and my brothers were 19 our parents got into a car wreck and..they didnt make it..My brothers were so distraught that they killed themselves..one by hanging himself in the shower and one by taking a whole bottle of asprin and 3 bottles of whiskey .. I was alone and had to move to Utah with my Aunt who as gently as i can put this was excentric and very rich.
 She turned me into one of her little debutaunts and i went along with it smiling when she told me to and laughing when it was apropriate..but inside i was alone and hurting for my family..So I began to cut myself..just small cuts but i got over that...
 Well when i was 15 i met a guy named Kyle and he told me he loved me and..well one night he took me to his house and raped me... a few weeks late i found out i was pregnant... well 9 months later i gave birth to a little girl and had to put her up for adoption because my aunt said it was scandelouse... you see this half heart neclace i have! i gave the other half to her when she was born...
 Well my aunt didnt take to this whole thing so she sent me here and bought me this house and all i have to do is never speak to her again..... i have money but i have no1 else in my life and the one part i could have had in my life was taken from me..
 Well thats my story Pierre and i cant think of what to say to you now all i know is that i care for you and i needed to tell you befor this went any further..."
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 Pierre just sat there shocked as Kendal began to cry into her hands. "Shes had to deal with so much already in her life, she has absolutly no one and..." he thought to hiself fighting back his emotions he wanted to reach over and hug her and tell her it was all alright and love    her..even make love to her but... the other voice inside of his head was malfunctioning telling him to leave and just run.
 Kendal looked up at him and tried to touch his face but he pulled back and moved of the couch. "Kendal.. i... i just need to think ok..its just....sorry" and with that he ran out of the house and across the street. Kendal ran upstairs into her bathroom and slammed the door shut and cried hystaricly against the door.
 She stopped abruptly and reached into her drawer and pulled out a razor blade and drew it across her wrist slowly and deliberatly taking in the pian of it.. She herd David yelling for her but she could scream for him. Kendal fell to the floor slowly drifting into unconsiosness...