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Sep 23, 2003
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 12 (ENDING)
Chapter 12
~Kendels P.O.V~
They're right. Love is what matters, who really gives a shit about how their relationship was 'supposed' to be. They loved eachother. Oh God! how could I just leave him like that. I have to go back an tell him how i feel.
"Benji, Joel!" I yelled down the hall, "Im leaving!"
~End Kendels P.O.V~
As she ran down the hall, a small smile came to her head at the idea of seeing David again.
She ran down and grabbed her things, as she opend the door, her smile instantly widened as she came face to face with the tear streaked smiling face of David.
"Oh David!" she cooed as they hugged tightly.
"I love you" he whispered in her ear, "And im so sorry i didnt tell you, i just though that-"
Kendel looked him in the face, and pulled him into her for a heated kiss, in which both of them nearly melted at contact. Although it had only been hours since they ahd seen eachother, it had seemed to long, and thats how they knew it was love.
"I love you too" she whispered back as she pulled out of the kiss. "I dont care how people 'think' we act towards eachother. Love is more important."
"WOOOHOOO!" Cheers and various yells were being heard form the living room as she turned her head to see Benji and Joel standing there smiling.
"And i owe it to the two of you, for showing me that" She said with an evil smile.
"Wha...what?" Benji asked curiusly
"Yea, you guys were right, compared to you, were nothing that out of the ordinary." She said lauighing as both of the twins faces turned bright red.
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ok thats the end of this fic and i hope whoever read this liked it and ill post a new one tomorow lots of love ~Tammy~
Posted at 09:02 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 11
Chapter 11
Benji leaned over to Joel and licked up his face "mmmmm baby you taste yummy" He whispered into joels ear biting the lobe softly. Joel moaned and he pulled benji on top of him loving the weight on his body. Joel genly squeezed benji ass causing a whimper to escape his mouth.
Joel pulled off benjis shirt practicly ripping it off his identical twin brothers chest. Joel reached his hand into benjis bxers and began to stroke him gently teasing the head with his fingers. Benji let out another moan as Joel engulfed his swolen cock and sucked painfully slow.
"Holly fuck Joel harder your killing me here and with that Joel picked up his pace holding down Benjis Hips so he wouldnt be choked by his brothers erection. Joel savored the taste of Benji as he sucked. He tasted like pure sin and it made him nuts. "God Joel mmmmm baby im cumming..faster.. faster swallow meeeeeeee!" Benji screamed as he shot his load down his younger brothers throat(well 5 minutes younger).
Joel couldnt take much more of this he needed to be inside of Benji and he needed it now."Benji stand up and go to the wall!" Joel barked surprised by his own daring...Benji was uasually in control.Benji, turned on even more by Joel's new found domination oblliged and stood over by the wall.
Joel reached into their drwar and pulled out some lube and spread it over his throbing cock. He then coated his fingers and eased them into Benjis opening roughly and spreading him. Benji moaned in discomfort and pain as his brother slowly began to streach him. Finally satisfied Joel had benji jump up and wrap his legs around his waist. Benji did as he was told and pressed his back to the wall and locked onto his brothers back.
Joel rammed into his brothers body and caused him to scream bloody murder as his brother fucked him. Joel grabbed benjis ass and squeezed holding him up as Benji thrust down onto joels dick making them moan identical moans "Benji oh god im soooooo close!!!!!!!!!!" He got out strugling for breathe as he reached down and began pumping his brothers cock more viciously. "Shit Joel fuck me!!!!!!! fuck your brother..baby ahhhhhh!!!" And with one final thrust benji came all over his and Joels stomache and Joel came moments after pumping his hot load into his brothers ass. The slid down the wall and Kissed passionatly for about 20 minutes befor pulling away.
"So benji why was kendal here?" Asked joel while runing his hand up benjis limp cock causing it to grow. "Her and David fucked and they are cousins and he knew about it and she got freaked and left."
"Well," said joel a smile creeping across his lips. "Thats nothing compared to us baby!!" Joel pulled his brother into another passionate embrace and whispered he loved him. Little did they know Kendal was on the other side of the door listening to everything they had just done with an interesting look on her face.
Posted at 08:57 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 10
Chapter 10
"Hey! whats going on" Benji said as he opened his door to a tear streaked Kendel.
"Oh god Benji! Im going to hell!" she said as her tears silently fell.
"Wait, what?" He asked as she walked in and took a seat on a chair sitting off to the side. He kneeled down next to her and took her in for a hug.
"It's....he...David, he didnt tell me...ooh god" She said into his ear, now sobbing loudly on his shoulder.
"What's going on? Just try to calm down." He told her, the concern in his voice comforted her.
After a minute or so of crying, she began to collect herself, and was ready to let him know what was going on.
"He, he, hes my cousin.:Benji just sat there, unaware of why this had made her upset. She noticed the confused look on his face and just flat our blurted "And he still had the nerve to fuck me!"
"Ohhhh" Benji said. "Well what did he say after you found out?"
"I don't know, I just had to leave."
"So then he just thinks that your out for a walk or something?" the surprise evident in his voice.
"Not quite." she said looking down.
"What?"
"I left him a note," she said quietly, suddenly feeling guilty for how much this must have hurt him.
"Okay, lets see.." Benji said scratching his head.
"You know, now that I think about it, now doesnt seem like as great a time to talk anymore."
"I understand," he said simply, handing her a blanket that was folded in a corner.
"Thanks Benj"
As he left the room to give her some peace and quiet, he walked past the bedroom, where he saw Joel sitting on the bed reading a magazine.
"Hey" Joel called from inside.
"Hey"
"Whats up?" He asked, noticing the sadened look on his face.
"Well," he started as he walked in and sat down on the bed nxt to Joel. "Kendels here and shes so upset."
"yea, i thought i heard her, i fugured id let you two talk." Joel added qucikly.
"I just feel so bad for her. Shes so confused."
"Well dont worry" Joel assured Benji, "Kendel is a strong girl, you know that."
"Yea, I know."
"So lets forget about that for a second," he said with a seductive smile creeping across his face.....
Posted at 08:52 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chaptet 9
Chapter 9
Kendel had been trying desperatly for the past few previous days to talk to Pierre. She had started to feel guilty and needed to clear thinhgs up with him. Kendel soon told David about how Pierre was ignoring her, and he felt the need to try to make things right. If the two of them werent together, he at least wanted them all to be friends.
David got up out of bed,got dressed and went to look for Pierre.
"Hey Pierre" David said, walking out to the front porch where he found Pierre standing.
"What do you want" He said bitterly.
"Why do you keep ignoring Kendel, all she wants is to talk to you and explain about..."
"Fuck Off" Pierre yelled, cutting David off.
"Why should I?! YOUR THE ONE THATS GOOD AT THAT!" David yelled back, angered by the rude way that Pierre was responding to him attepting to fix things.
"WHAT!?"
"The way that you just fucking left Kendel there the night that she opened up to you!"
"HE-"
"YOU DONT EVEN DESRVE HER TO BE YOUR FRIEND!" David yelled, cutting him off. "And she was willing to give you that mu-"
Davids speech was suddenly stopped by Pierres fist hitting him square in the jaw, taking him back a second to process what had just happened.
The two men glared at each other, both ready to pounce on the other.
"Your gonna wish that you never fucking did that" David mumbled, just loud enough so that Pierre could hear him.
At this remark Pierre ws thrown over the edge and grabbed David's shirt, and kicked his feet out fomr underneath him, straddeling him once he was on the ground.
David, who was winded fomr falling so hard, layed there and took hit after hit to the face fomr Pierre, untill he finally caught his breath and grabbed Pierre's hand and twisted it.
"Bitch" Pierre mumbled as David switched the positions that they were in and soon becoming the one who was taking hits to the face.
About a minuter later a car pulled up and Seb, Jeff, and Chuck all got out.
"What the hell is going on!" Seb yelled as he pulled David off of Pierre. Pierre, still heated, tried pouncing on David again, this time taking Seb down with him.
"STOPPIT!" Jeff yelled as Chuck pulled Pierre off the two.
Jeff who was now standing in between Pierre, who was being held back by Chuck, and David who was being held down by Seb glared at the two.
Slowly, eventually the two settled down and Chuck and Seb let go. Jeff, who had been in dire need of a toilet, ran upstairs and was surprised that Kendel hadnt been down their to try and stop the fight. 'Heavy Sleeper' he thought. He then walked into her room and saw a small piece of paper on the night table next to the bed. As soon as he finished reading, he ran down stairs and informed the guys of what he had found.
"WHAT!?" they all practically said in unison.
"Yup, it was upsatirs in her bedroom, and was adressed to you Dave" Jeff explained.
"but where would she go?" Pierre thought out loud.
"Why the fuck would you care!?" David shot back
"SHut up! Both of you' Seb said as he walked inside. The rest of the guys shortly following him.
As they walked in they saw the letter from Benji had been opened. As David read it, he decided that that's where she went, so he told the guys that he was going to go to Florida to look for her.
Posted at 08:48 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 8
Chapter 8
"Damn Davey this mac 'n' cheese rocks your to good to me" Kendal exclaimed finishing off her food "I aim to please.""Hell ya you do speaking of lets got upstairs after this" David picked up her plate and his and threw then in her sink and practicly caried her upstairs. He laid her down on the bed and planted huried kisses all over her body. "David please i need to breathe ok look i herd the mail truck downstairs ok go get the mail for me please."
David practicly fell down the stairs running wanting to get back to Kendal. He picked out the mail and skimmed through it. "Water bill, Electric bill, yadda yadda ya....whats this" David said stoping at a letter adressed to Kendal. Not really thinking he opened it up and his face fell emediatly.
~Dearest kendal,
It is your aunt martha just checking up on you i know its been a while but i forgot to inform you of why i sent you here. I ment for you to meet you cousin David he is your next door neighbor and i had hoped you would be friends.~
Davids face fell as he tried to read the letter without passing out or crying or throwing up, cause he wanted to do all three....
~Pease write back informing me on if youve met him or not and how your getting along. love martha~
He stooped over and grabbed his had shaking it. No she cant be my cousin he thought. but as soon and quick as his dread came to him it vanished. Kendal didnt know of this and he loved her to much to really let her go so he folded it up in his pocket and walked back up to Kendal.
"Anything good?" She asked from under the covers obviosly naked "Nope baby only bills and he stripped down next to the bed and crawled in.
David crawled up on top of her and began kissign her neck gently causing a low moan again to secape her lips. He spread her legs gently and positioned himself so he waz lined up with her opening. "You ready" David asked conserned....he didnt wanna hurt her.
Kendal flipped herself on top of him and straddled his wasit. "Nuh uh Davey im in control." And with that she slamed her self on davids cock and the both let out howls of pleasure. She bounced up and down faster and faste as he grunted and dug his nails into her hips "ugghh so good Kendal im gonna cum..." "Oh god Davey me to" She screamed and with one final and agonizing bounce were David met it with a hug thrust making her make an earspliting moan that he also match. the came simultaniously. David fluids mixing with hers as she shutted with the force of her orgasm.
Kendal got off of David and layed down on her side of thier bed. "Ken honey im gonna go downstairs and grab some water want some?" "Sure baby hurry back" and with that he pulled on his boxers and ran downstairs. Kendal lay in bed for a minute when her eyes suddenly fell to Davids pants. a piece of paper was stickikng out with her name on it.
She went over and picked it out and read. She then got down on her knees and vmited on the floor. He knew and he didnt care. they were blood realated and they fucked she needed to get out of there. So she grabbed a duffel bag and threw her stuff into it and put the letter on the bed and climbed out the window on her way calling a cab from her cell phone. She climbed in and cried silently as she told the driver to take her to the air port. She need to get away from the sin she just comited and needed to start over. Kendal hoped he would understand in time. She turned around and saw pierres car pulling up to the house and she cried even more as she turned to corner leaving her cousin/boyfriend and friends far behind.
Posted at 08:43 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chaprer 7
Chapter 7
As he leaned in to kiss Kendal he felt his heart begin to race. He was sweating like crazy as he pressed his lips to hers feeling the heat build between them. David gasped as Kendal brushed her hand against his pants feeling his hardon that was ready to bust through his zipper.
Kendal opened her mouth willingly to davids waiting for his tounge to enter her mouth. David massaged her tounge with his inside of her mouth talking in her sweet honey like taste. She moaned softly into his mouth and he carfully eased her back onto the couch they were sitting on.
They lay there for a few mintues becoming familiar with each others bodys as they kissed and felt thier bodys between thier restricting clothing.
Kendal reached up and lifted Davids shirt off of him and bit his shoulder causing him to if possible..grow harder than he was..Soon they were laying on the couch free of all thier clothes.
David sat up and took in her naked body seeing her full beutiful breats and he flat smooth tummy leading down to her bare hairless mound and he smiled. He kissed her lightly on the lips and moved slowly down her body taking each of her nipples in his mouth sucking lightly making her moan in pleasure. David than kissed her belly button and her hip bone tracing down her inner thigh.
He looked up at her and she nodded and he buried his face in her pussy. He would gently lick and then transition into biting and sucking driving her crazy. "OH god David please just...oh god right there...' Kendal screamed in pleaseure glad that no one but them were home to inturupt them.
Her body convulsed as her orgasm rocked her body causing her to shiver. She came and David did the best he could to catch all of her juice as it poured out. He leaned up to her and kissed her and she could taste herself in his mouth.
Kendal took this oportunity to flip david on his back and move between his legs. "Hmmm baby wanna have me take care of this for ya?" Kendal asked sweetly. David couldnt form a coherent thought as she engulfed his erection in her mouth . She slid her tounge around his cock sucking him like and over sised lolly pop.
David tangled his hands in her hair and tried his hardest not to buck upward. But she released him from her mouth almost reading his mind. "David its ok if you wanna fuck my mouth dont mind i can deepthroat."
He was speechless were did this girl come from and why didnt he kiss her sooner. Again she took him into her mouth causing him to moan louder. David bucked his hips into her face and he could feel the tip of hip reach the back of her throat. He nearly passed out as she started to hum 'adicted' as she sucked him.
He couldnt hold it any more he came shouting her name over and over again still fucking her face as she swallowed all of him greedily. "Holly hell that was the best orgasm ive ever had baby!!!!!!!! i love you so fucking much!!!" David panted as he tried to regain his thoughts.
"Thanks Davey ur not to bad yourself that was the best eat out ive ever had!""Oh trust me its not gonna be the last one either!!' he said waggling his eyebrow up and down causing her to laugh.
They both stopped as Kendal looked over to the front door Pierre was standing there tears flowing from his face and he ran out the door.
Kendal wanted to stop him but she didnt, He had her chance with her and he blew it now she was with David and she relized how much she really did love him.
David picked her up again and lead her back upstairs to her...no..thier room.. hed be damned if she didnt let him stay in here with her now. Kendal pulled one of Davids old shrts and boxers on and walked over to him.
She kissed his neck sucking hard causing him to kinda flinch. "Now everyone knows your all mine" she cooed in his ear and he reached over and cupped her cheek and bent her head and did the same thing."Now every guy who sees this will know ur mine im kinda hungry want me too cook for you mac and cheese is my speciality"
Kendal nodded and walked with him hand in hand down to the kitchen and playfully squeezed his ass. "Baby we can finish this later right now lets eat... and i dont mean eat you!"
Posted at 08:40 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 6
Chapter 6
As Kendel woke up, she could hear the slow rythmic breathing of David, and unlike the previous time she woke up to him next to her, she was happy that it was him. As she got out of the bed she could hear him stir under the covers.
"Where do you think youre going" David asked playfully in a sleepy voice.
"To the bathroom, is that alright?" she said in a just as playful voice as she exited the room.
When she came back, he was already out of bed and getting dressed.
"Oh take it off!" Kendel said as she walked in on him changing his shirt.
"You first" he said with a wink and was met with a pillow in his face.
David then went downstairs and started to make some breakfast as the rest of the guys started to wake up, with the exception of Peirre who had not come home last night. Chuck, followed by Seb and Jeff all took their breakfast with them, and were gone by the time that Kendel had come downstairs.
She had on her black dickies and a black 'the unseen' tshirt, and no bracelets which had meant that her arms were fully exposed.
After they ate, David found himself staring at her arms involuntarily. Kendel, who of course noticed this, got his attention, and after she put her plate off to the side, pulled him into the other room with her.
When they walked in, she sat down on the couch and he sat down right next to her.
"I guess that now would be the best time to talk about this" she said slowly, looking down at her arms.
"Yea, you can tell me anything, I'm here for you Kendel" he said to comfort her. "I promise that I wont run away."
The way he said this made her get a warm feeling. She suddenly felt as though she could trust him, tell him anything, and that he would be there each time she needed him to be.
"Thanks" She said with a smile. "So do you just want me to start at the beginning?" She asked, greatful that she could share her feelings with someone and have the comfort of knowing that they wouldnt run away.
"Yep." He answered.
Kendel took a deep breath to prepare herself, and began to talk to him. "I guess that ever since i moved in with my aunt, I assume that Pierre told you why,"
He just nodded his head indicating that he knew.
"..well thats when I started to cut myself. And you know what happened from their. Ever since then I have always been a sucker for letting people in and hurting me, so I decided that I would try to watch who I trust." As she spoke she got tears in her eyes which slowly ran down her cheek. "I guess that Pierre was just the first guy that really made me feel needed in a while, so I immediatly gave in. And once he walked out like that, it all became too much." She was now crying out, not holding anything in. "It brought back so much of my past; my family, Kyle, my little girl; just everything and I couldn't help myself." The whole time she said this she had been looking down at her hands which were placed togther in her lap.
"I know the feeling" David choked out.
Kendel looked up to see tears streaming down his face as well.
"What do you mean you know the feeling," She asked.
"I know the feeling of not being able to help yourself; to be controlled by a bad habit." He said as he started to collect himself.
"What are you talking about David," Kendel asked, her voice full of concern.
"I also have a problem" He simply stated.
"You cut yourself?" She asked
"No, but I have a big issue with drinking. I cant help myself somtimes, and I just have to have it, and once I do, I can't stop" He was now the one who was crying full force.
"Oh David..." She started. "Don't worry, I'll help you, just tell me you want me to, and I'll do everything I can to help."
By this point, he had settled down again and the two of them sat there, tear streaked faces, and yet, it was almost like there was a moment there. Something that each one knew the other felt.
"Thanks" he mumbled as he wiped his face. Just as she went to do the same, he brought his hand up to her face and wiped her tears away for her, making her melt under his touch.
As wrong as this situation seemed; the fact that they both had admitted to having serious problems and practically broke down in eachother's arms; it was perfect.
She felt it, and she knew by the look in his eyes that he felt it too. They both sat there for a few seconds before she heard David take a deep breath in, as he began to lean in and take her in for a hug. He then looked into her eyes wanting nothing more than to kiss her and he knew that she was feeling the same way..
Posted at 08:38 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 5
a/n again manny thanks to my reviews TaNiF, The unseen, and, alexia make sure to read thier fan fics they are the best writers i know hugs to you all!!!
Chapter 5
Pierre sat down on the edge of Kendals bed refusing to look at her "Pierre why did you leave like that? i opened my heart to you and you ran like a coward i want an explanation." She said trying not to cry as she looked at him
Pierre cleared his throat and he looked up at her tearfilled eyes. "Look Kendal I was freaked ok you told me to much info i didnt need to know ok it scared me and it still is i dont think i can be with you right now its just to hard." Then the tears came sielently from Kendals eyes as she tried to speak "So what your saying that last night didnt mean anything! you just used me to get off the whole instant conection thing was a lie!!" Kendal now found herslef shouting at him as the tears stung her already raw cheeks.
Pierre looked over at Kendal and prepared himself for what he was going to say "No Kendal it didnt mean a thing i lied about what i said so I could get off hey id been horney all day now ive got to leave i have a date tonight with my girlfriend...yes Kendal i have a girlfriend."
Kendals heart dropped to her stomache she couldnt breathe or even speak. He used her for nothing more as a fuck buddy. Pierre reached over to her to try and touch her but she shrugged him off violently. Kendal reached for her bedside table and threw a vase of flowers at him and it shaterd aginst the wall. Pierre left quickly passing the guys on his way.
He felt like dying right now how could he lie to her like that he was no better that the guy who had raped her. He got into his car on his way to pick up his girlfriend for thier date.
"Ms. Sorenson the board and i have agreed that you are in need of no therapy but you must have someone living with you at all times and we have a medication for you. Your friends here have offered to move in with you and you may leave for home when ready" the doctor told kendal as she prepared to leave for home. She was glad she wouldnt be alone but was also torn inside because this meant Pierre would be moving in to and she couldnt stant him right now.
They pulled into the driveway and told Kendal to close her eyes. She was lead into her house and was then instructed to open her eyes. The entire house had been decorated and set up while she was gone! The guys had moved in the rest of her stuff and thiers and made the huge house seem more inviting. "Oh my god thank you guys i love it you even painted it." She exclaimed hugging each of them in turn while looking at the blood red walls making it look more gothic inside.
"Kendal can I talk to you upstairs for a minute i have somthing to say." David said and pulled her upstairs and she noticed Pierres eyes followed them all the way up.
David opened up her room and sat her on the bed and sat down beside her. "Kendal look i know you dont know me that well but i really like you and i want to see were our relationship goese we can start as friend but i hope it can go to somthing more because u are really spec-" but befor he could get out the lat of his sentance he licked his lips nervously and leaned in and kissed her softly.
This kiss had somthing the kiss with Pierre did not have it had fire and passion and what Kendal could only classafy as love. She eagerly acepted the kiss and leaned back onto the bed letting David on top of her as he kissed her his hands massaged her thighs and her neck. The rest of the world was drowned out and they didnt even notice Pierre had come upstairs and looked into the room and then slammed the door and ran out of the house with angry tears spilling down his face.
"Kendal this is sudden and fast but i think i love you ive thought it since i first saw you." David said barly keeping himself from her soft moist lips as he made his way down her face gently sucking her chin, leading down to her neck grazing it and nuzzling it with tenderness."I love you to David"
In the back of Kendals mind she still felt love towards Pierre but it was quicly pushed out of her head by the new intence feeling of Davids Kisses and soft sweet nothings he was whispering as he kissed her.
2 hours later They made thier way downstairs and as soon as they came down they were greeted by yelling and clapping from the rest of the guys. All the guys.. but one Pierre was to busy on the couch with some big chested Blonde with her shirt half of and his hand almost up her skirt.
He pulled away and she sat up with the girl and noticed Kendal Staring. "Oh hey Kendal this is Maria my girl friend " Pierre said almost spitting the word girlfriend at her and David squeezed Kendal hand reashuringly. "Hi Kendal nice to meet you i think you should fix your makeup you look horible' Maria said with a laugh tossing her hair.
"OH i didnt know ya its nice to meet you Maria are those tits real or did you have to pay for them like you did for your bad dye job cause ur roots are totaly showing i think u should get that fixed." Kendal spat in her direction and Marias fake smile faded instantly.
Maria stood up and walked acroos the room toward Kendal "Dont you dare disrespct me bitch at least i didnt try to kill myself cause a guy walked out on me after spilling my life story.. and at least im not an orphan.!!!"
David had to pull back Kendal befor she could kill Maria. She couldnt believe Pierre told her about that the disgusting creep. "Dude get your cheep whore out of here now" Seb yelled at Pierre as he grabbed Marias arm. "Come on Baby we are leaving!" and with that he slammed the door on his way out.
Kendal sank down on the floor and tried not to cry biting her tounge to stop her tears. David picked her up easily im his arms and caried her back upstairs to her bed. He was about to leave when she grabbed his arm. "Please dont leave me stay here" She got out and pulled him back to her. She stood up and stripped down to her black lacy bra and underwear and climbed under the covers.
Davids eyes popped out of his head as he looked at her. He practicly ripped off his red SLUT shirt and black dickies and got in next to her im his plaid boxers. She cuddled into him again and fell asleep quickly loving the feeling of her semi bare skin against his. David lye there almost all night brudhing her hair with his hands and rubbing her back. He really di love her and Pierre was stupid to have let Kendal get away.
But one thing was for sure he wasnt gonna let her go if he could help it.
Posted at 08:25 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 4
Chapter 4
"Kendal are you there hello....Kendal....hmm maybe her and Pierre are getting it on upstairs." David yelled throughout the house. He made his way upstairs and looked into The only open room and the sheets were still messy. "They must have had fun" David thought bitterly to himself. He was about to go back downstairs when he saw a small red spot coming from under the bathroom door. His stomache lurched as he opened the door and found Kendal unconsiouse on the floor with blood around her coming from her wrists.
David picked her up and brought her downstairs and tried to revive her "Shit Kendal wake up..come on you cant do this Kendal..." Kendals eyes flutered open and she smiled at him and then her eyes closed again. "FUCK!" he yelled and picked up the phone and dialed 911.
In 10 minutes the ambulance was there and loaded her into the back and drove off. David called everyones cell phone and told them to get to the hospital as fast as they could. As David drove tears spung from his eyes and he couldnt control them. He hardly knew this girl yet he felt like he was conected to her and his wrists were on fire and he didnt know why?.
"Mr. Desrosiers, Kendal is stable but she has lost alot of blood but we suspect she will be fine all she needs is rest and a pshyciatric evaluation after she has rested... do u have any idea on how this happened...." the nurse asked David as he slumped in his chair in the waiting room. Chuck, Jeff, Seb and Pierre were all there just staring blankly at the wall "No he doesent know why but i do." Said Pierre with utter sadness in his voice "We had a fight and i left and..." he couldnt go on he broke down crying right there sliding down the wall.
The nurse left and the guys were left with shocked faces as they stared at pierre. He explained about erlier and how he walked out on Kendal after she spilled her heart to him. The guys didnt know what to say to that there was just anger at how stupid he could have been. "Dude what the fuck!! why did you leave her if u werent such a pussy you would have comforted her and held her not left like... you know what i cant evn talk to you right now" David screamed at his best friend emediatly feeling guilty for what he did.
"I know im a fucking pussy ok i just needed to think about what she was saying do u know how fucked up her life was. Its just.. I dont know if i can really be with her if i kiss her everything she says to me is just gonna pop into my head its just to much to deal with ok." Pierre didnt know what to think he wanted to be with her but he knew he just needed time with all of this but right now all he could be was her friend.
Kendal woke up in a empty white hospit room and she had a headache that could fucking split her head in two. She was about to sit up when she felt a warm body next to her in the hospital bed. She looked down hoping to see Pierre but was slightly dissapointed to find David curled up at her side. However she still fet loved.
She looked around her room and it wasnt as empty as she had thought upon opening her eyes all around her were flowers and stuffed animals and slumped around the room in chairs were all of simple plan accept for Pierre. A sielent tear ran down her cheek and she furiously wiped it away as the guys came to "Morning sexy how u feeling" said Jeff with a crooked smile. "OWW my head is killing me.. how long have you guys been here with me?"
"Well lets see here u came here on saturday so weve been at ur side...give or take.. 4 days?" Seb said standing up and hugging her. "So were is Pierre?" Kendal asked looking from each of the guys expressions. She remebered telling him about her past and him walking out on her, why did she want to see him he hurt her and it almst killed her.
She curled into Davids body and cried until the tears ceased. He caressed her back as she cried she could smell his strong musky scent of colonge on his shirt as she cried and it soothed her.
A few mintues later Pierre walked into the room with an arm full of flowers for Kendal and an aquward almost forced smile on his face."Here Kendal these are for you ive got to go." "Oh no you dont," Kendal yelled "Guys i need to talk with Pierre can u give us a minute." and with that the guys left the room leaving Pierre and Kendal to sort out whatever was going on between them.
Posted at 08:20 pm by benjispunkbabe
00It Starts With A Song00: Chapter 3
~ a/n: special thanx to my girl the unseen for giving me ideas for this story and reviewing my story plus shes an awsome writer and u should read her stuff i luv ya girl *muh*~
Chapter 3
Kendal woke to the smell of somthing burning downstairs. She quickly ran down to the kitchen still half naked from the night befor. When she got down there she saw Pierre using the fire extinguisher on the stove. When the flames subsided Pierre looked over at her and smiled sheepishly at her. "The other guys went out for the day and said that they would be home later so i thought id make you breakfast."
"Aww ur sweet but it looks like you cant cook worth a damn so how bout my speciality...cereal?" Said Kendal reaching up into the cupboard grabbing out two bowls. They ate thier cereal in what Pierre thought to be comforatable scilence but to Kendal was tensce and had a wierd feeling in her stomache.
If she was going to be with him in any way as friends or maybe somthing more she needed to tell him a few things about her past and now was a good a time as any. She cleared her throat nervously"Umm..Pierre we need to talk.." Pierre looked up and smiled at her "Sure baby what is it?"
Kendal dragged him to the couch and sat him in front of her and she closed her hands over his. Pierre my life hasnt been well...easy.... If u want any type of relationship with me i think i should tell you about myself."
She again cleared her throat and began to talk:
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~KENDALS STORY~
"Before i moved here i used to live in Glendale Arizona, everything was good with me had a mom and a dad and 2 brothers. Well when i was 13 and my brothers were 19 our parents got into a car wreck and..they didnt make it..My brothers were so distraught that they killed themselves..one by hanging himself in the shower and one by taking a whole bottle of asprin and 3 bottles of whiskey .. I was alone and had to move to Utah with my Aunt who as gently as i can put this was excentric and very rich.
She turned me into one of her little debutaunts and i went along with it smiling when she told me to and laughing when it was apropriate..but inside i was alone and hurting for my family..So I began to cut myself..just small cuts but i got over that...
Well when i was 15 i met a guy named Kyle and he told me he loved me and..well one night he took me to his house and raped me... a few weeks late i found out i was pregnant... well 9 months later i gave birth to a little girl and had to put her up for adoption because my aunt said it was scandelouse... you see this half heart neclace i have! i gave the other half to her when she was born...
Well my aunt didnt take to this whole thing so she sent me here and bought me this house and all i have to do is never speak to her again..... i have money but i have no1 else in my life and the one part i could have had in my life was taken from me..
Well thats my story Pierre and i cant think of what to say to you now all i know is that i care for you and i needed to tell you befor this went any further..."
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Pierre just sat there shocked as Kendal began to cry into her hands. "Shes had to deal with so much already in her life, she has absolutly no one and..." he thought to hiself fighting back his emotions he wanted to reach over and hug her and tell her it was all alright and love her..even make love to her but... the other voice inside of his head was malfunctioning telling him to leave and just run.
Kendal looked up at him and tried to touch his face but he pulled back and moved of the couch. "Kendal.. i... i just need to think ok..its just....sorry" and with that he ran out of the house and across the street. Kendal ran upstairs into her bathroom and slammed the door shut and cried hystaricly against the door.
She stopped abruptly and reached into her drawer and pulled out a razor blade and drew it across her wrist slowly and deliberatly taking in the pian of it.. She herd David yelling for her but she could scream for him. Kendal fell to the floor slowly drifting into unconsiosness...
Posted at 08:18 pm by benjispunkbabe
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